whatever the hell.

i'm really disappointed in some of my friends. and it just shows me what a big mistake it was for me to let you in and become such a significant part of my life. it's not even your lack of consideration. it's your lack of everything that is needed to make a friendship run smoothly.

look, it takes two hands to make a clap ok? but i can't really blame you either. it's my fault for letting, of all people, someone like you, into my life. we just were never meant to be more than acquaintances, and i don't know how we let ourselves believe otherwise.

still. i'm very disappointed. and i know you'll be reading this and i know i have never brought this up to you, but i'm not going to bother either. you were amongst the few i ever got so close to, and if new friends and distance is all it takes, maybe it's a good thing after all, that my faith in this friendship is blown away.