hush it up now

i'm thinking what the hell?

an ex pupil just told me her birthday is tml (read:april fools day) and payal happy birthday to you too. i have no idea what ur doing now, but i hope we meet again soon:)

i can't believe i have frenchfreakingtest on my birthday. and financial accounting report due the next day. so much for turning the big 2-0.

speaking of which i am so way behind in my work and i just keep avoiding it some more. and i know i seem troubled and all here, but nicolas (yes him again!) puts things in perspective when i least expect it. like when he asked myra if she had any problems/difficulties (there's a difference) in life, and she said oui, her boyfriend doesn't like shopping. of course he made it a joke then, and of course she wouldn't tell us any big issue she had in life, but then it made me think, where IS all this teen angst (not mine, duh) from my friends coming from? i mean sure we have some sucky days, and sure we have conflicts every now and then, but at this point, to me at least, if it's not something hard to reverse/get out of, it's not a big deal.

forget birthday celebrations. people should really start growing up now. and that doesn't mean overserious like life need only be taken so.

definitely not what i expected

some things have got to give. and some things have got to change.

i'd like to say it's now or never, but the way i have always known it, no such ultimatum has ever worked on me.

i can't stand some of my friends now. and it's all for different reasons. am i being intolerant, or is it just them?

the old me wouldn't even have bothered or considered.

now the thing is, how do i let them know? i have to, because the facade is getting tiring to keep up. it's different when you are strangers with someone, and it's another thing altogether when you just can't stand someone.

maybe it's just temporary, like how these things go. i hope so.

it's friday i'm in love

it's sundays like yesterday and the week before that make me so glad i'm female.
:)


this is quite stupid, because it feels so repetitive to say i've been busy with uni. but i have, and quite frankly, the stuff outside of uni that happens, i'd rather not talk about. the good, the bad, the excellent. and that which'd make me smile thirty years down the road:)


da dum da dum da dum:)

hell fortnight?

i really shouldn't be here. not when i have all this work and stupid deadlines piled up, and not when i am sick and should be resting (in front of the tv).

ok i really shouldn't be here.

sorry all, who i cancelled on in the weekend. i'm REALLY sick. plus i ha(ve) all these deadlines. i'll make it up to you. PROMISE! :)